by - 08:52

Yesterday was one of those days. You know the type. The kind where you wake up on the wrong side of the bed and you have an edge about you that you just. can't. help. And it's one of those days because you feel like nothing seems to go right and that everything is going ...or rather... just not going anywhere. You pout, you feel vulnerable, and you want to just burst into tears. But you don't because you're at work or because you're too proud to cry in front of people or even alone meanwhile, you're just feeling so blue and your heart hurts. So you go home and try to pretend that it's all just going to go away. But who are you fooling? You turn to your side and then. Then. Then there's the husband who sits you down with an ice cold and delicious beer from Portland, OR (a gift from friends) and says, "All right. Let's do this." And we sit down and actually plan: the next year, our next move, our life, our future. A time line. A countdown. Call it what you will. It made me so happy and giddy and excited and nervous all at the same time. Butterflies in my stomach galore. Suddenly, one of those days turns into one of those nights where it can't really be that bad all because he put things into perspective.

So where to next?

You'll just have to keep on reading to find out!


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  1. whatever you two have decided, i am happy for you :) but you know what i'm thinking right?

    xoxox. sending you hugs and i'm glad you are feeling better. and yes, a cold beer is a great remedy to just about anything.

  2. Isn't that the best feeling? When stop thinking about the ifs and just get down to business and start planning to make it happen? I feel like I am entering one of those phases now, too, and it's soooo exciting!


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